nothing will bring me back to you again

Hiiiii... what's up people?
it's such a tiring and boring day for me.
why?
soooo,
it's just because I saw wira all day and he tried to avoid to meet me. like, he turned away when he saw me walking on the way and yeah just so on..
that even sucked the hell outa' me ya know, but I also still suck when I get to see him. like, I guess, I haven't forgotten that problem yet.. lol.
idk.

and I was just told by his friend, that, he's lied to me.
about our saturday case, actually, he didn't even told any of his friends but her, but he told me, that he also sent it to his other friends. how sucks!
ya know, it actually doesn't matter to whom he was gonna sent the poem but the problem is that he uses my poem. and well, anyone in this world if they had a poem, okay, for exmaple, if there was an artist of painting and one day he painted a painting and gave it a s a gift for somebody else. but the receiver gave it to someone else and said if that painting was made by him.
alright, like, were you gonna be just okay knowing your thing was 'stolen' by someone you were inlove with?
okay, it's just..BAD!

but forget about him, I mean, it was my past, but not already becoming a past story..
though..lol

but ya know, I still love him and there is no way to forget him. but only one way to start over everything, quitting Osis.
but, it was my promise to him that I would never leave Osis. but, he already has broken his to me. so, I was gonna break mine too but, just how?
I mean, it's kinda difficult quitting Osis.
and, I wanted to leave because I wanted him to hate me and that was lame actually though lol.
even though that I also has promised someone that I would never leave because of him and so I just want to stick with that. with my promise of course.
well,
this week has been rough and yeah I am still alive this minute.
yeah I am yay! THANK GOD!

wellll,
but another happy news is now in too, like,
I talk back with this new cute guy lol, and also he commented my photo. he also liked it :).
it's been pretty nice talking with him, he is a nice guy ya know and I quite like him but, lol, nah, he is 4 years older than me. not a very big deal hahahhaha. but, yeah,,, just like him.

okay, I will have the first semester exam next week and that's quite crazy remembering I've been attending this school feels like just yesterday.
why does time go so fast?
but, I still hope for the best for my exam results.
so that I really have to study prety pretty hard :).
I can do it and you can too!
:)

alright, see ya people!
bye!
xoxo

Clap my hands strongly

Well, finally, after rough weeks that I've been through, finally this blog has been done! =]
not totaly done though but almost.. lol.
so I guess that there are stil many to be taken care of hah!
uhm..
today is saturday and yeah I have no idea on how I'm gonna spend today =[ but you know what?
NEW MOON has been finally coming to my place. it's late though I know but yay! I'm happy.
because I have been waiting way kinda longand also it sucked when the townspeople have already watched but I ain't urgh!
honestly I am not a townspeople so I am a villager lol but I'm not embarassed though because the place where I live is nice enough.. =]

holiday is coming..!!!

but btw, happy thnaksgiving to you all! =]

well, holiday is coming and I can't wait!!!
it's been always nice to celebrate it because there are many blessings around and what I like is when my fam is gathering around. and the, the foods are good too. indonesians foods are great.

but currently I am just so excited for new moon. even though it's gonna be sad that I can't watch it with Wira. well, I just might not. still hopin' though hahaha.

I suck at this person named wira recently because of yeah, uhm he's mistaken to me and he doesn't say sorry at all and that pretty sucks urgh!
I feel like I wanna punch his face he DOES pretty suck!

okay okay, I'm done now, basicaly I already got nothing to talk about anymore but I try to update everyday but I still dunno if I could lol.
alright, bye you all and catch ya!