2010 is coming up

still disbelief that 2009 is reaching its end. well, tomorrow is 31th, the last day of 2009 and well, it's kind of like saddening. I don't know why but, I think there too much lesson that I've learnt. yeah I know, that, actually in every single day, we have so many things to learn about, yeah especially if you're still studying but I'm talking about different things to learn.

it's called, (yeah I called it this way):
Lesson of Life

or Moral lesson.

yeah, like there are so many perceptions about this. and I've got too many I guess.
we learn from history. I mean, Past things. what you did in past gave ya a lesson for the future and for 2010, I gained many :)

I have a big resolution for next year. and sshh, won't tell you.
I mean, yeah, maybe later, someday, hmph, I don't know, lol.
and I know, I'm gonna be such a better person.
but, yeah when 2008 ended, I promised to change. being a better person for sure. but, after I looked back then a couple of minutes ago, to 2008. when I promised myself, I think I have changed this year but changed into a worse kind of person.
nah, no that worse but, bad enough. like, I'm more childish and kind of like, my selfishness is higher. and that more complicated me somehow. many of my problems were caused by my ego and yeah, I'm such being like more childish and selfish.
woahh!
shit!

but I'll try to be mature, or a bit mature next year. everything needs process and being mature is well hard I guess. yeah, let's see (:

one thing, I won't make any same mistakes in next year because, it's what stupid persons do I guess.
ya know it's a mistake that you've ever done a couple of times ago nut you do it again, like, hey, you've done it, you know how it felt, and it was bad, now you're doing it?
silly!

okay okay then, you guys will do it too okay?!
no same mistakes for tomorrow!
:]

and so we have to make some new mistakes?
LMAO
it's not like that, bwaahahahahha.

think before you act.
many problems/mistakes are caused because we do things before thinking first. all we can think of is only our own satisfication in doing it. we don't think about things that can be caused after doing it. we usually think if it will never turns bad to ourselves.

think twice.
think clearly.

well, that's it I guess. if you are more than 13, or, I mean, whosoever you are, especially more than 13, you know why you have to think twice and to think clearly before you act.

HAPPY 2010 guys!