merasa teramerikanisasi

Yeah, gue merasa diri gue itu sangat teramerikanisasi. mungkin ini karena gue sangat terobsesi dengan negara adidaya itu. Ge harus akui YA.! bahkan I'm even dying to go to that contry.

cara berpikir dan most of my habits udah seperti warga amerika gitu. Bukan gue yang ngikutin, tapi ada yang memang naturally happens, and just like that. tapi ada juga sih yang gw ikutin, tapi dikit.
But what makes me feel this way, adalah cara berpikir gue yang sangat individualisme. gw juga menjunjung tinggi freedom. Gue akui gw sangat individualism karna gue gak terlalu suka men-judge dan mencampuri urusan yang gue gak ada sangkut pautnya and otha than that, gw pun careless sama beberapa hal as long as it doesn't ruin my life, that's it.
Bisa dibilang, gue sangat cuek.

serem gak sih gue terlalu obsessed seperti ini.> i mean, yeah, gw merasa sedikit creepy aja kalo gue udah get obsessed sama satu hal. gue bener2 bisa berbuat gila untuk mendapatkan hal itu. I know myself you know.

baiklah, tapi gak berarti gue itu gak cinta RI. bagaimanapun, it's my homeland. Iya kan.? gue cinta negeri kita ini karna kita punya beribu kebudayaan yang bagus dan unik. kekayaan alam yang banyak cuman memang SDM kita itu sangat sangat kurang. seringkali kita dibodohi oleh orang luar. pemerintahan juga gak bekerja efektif kan lately.? Hmmm, that's what indonesia has got to fix.

All right then, mungkin segitu dulu ya post kali ini.
More later.

i'll see you guys soon, thatnks for reading and bye now.!
xoxo

KEMBALI

well, akhirnya tiba juga. hari ini, gue akan mengelola, well, lebih tepatya seperti me restart blog ini kembali. So, gue akan nge-blog tentang personal life experience and such things like that here dengan bahasa indoneia. well, what's the surprise right.?
nggak ada. tapi ya, since gue punya 2 blog, and tumblr cuma akan menjadi tempat dimana gw berexplorasi dengan English and stuffs.
mmmkayy.
well, HOLLA BACK.!

see yall in the next post.
BYE NOW.!

new face

Akhirnya, gue meutuskan untuk merubah tujuan blog ini. Habis tadinya mau di delete aja nih blog satu tapi berhubung, sayang aja kalo di hapus begitu aja. So, gue kana membahas bermacam topik yang mudah2an bisa menjadi inspirasi hidup para pembaca sekalian.
: )
here we go.!

xoxo

here how the everything began

Waktu itu tahun 2005, Gw cuma seorang anak kelas 6 sd yang belum tahu banyak tentang dunia luar. Gw lebih senang berkutat dengan yang namanya pelajaran sekolah. Sampai akhirnya, liburan tiba. Sayangnya, saat itu gw gak kemana-mana pas liburan, yang ada JARUM, a.k.a Jaga Rumah, hehe. Tapi karna aktivitas Jarum tersebut lah yang menyebabkan gw dapat berbicara bahasa inggris dengan, yeah, bisa dibilang lumayan fasih.
Dulu gw sama sekali gak tahu bahwa bahasa inggris adalah bahasa universal. All I knew was, bahasa inggris itu merupakan bahasa orang-orang bule di acara yang sering gw tonton setipa hari which was, Mtv. Gw sangat terkesan sama acara Mtv yang gw pikir sangat keren banget saat itu. Artis-artis luar negeri ternyata oke juga, pikir gw. Sampai akhirnya, gw mulai mengenal banayk tentang informasi dunia luar especially yang berbau musik dan film.
Saat itu, gw seneng banget nonton Mtv TRL. Di acara tersebut ada music chart and live performance. Sampai akhirnya, gw mulai mengidolakan Kelly Clarkson. She is my first favorite american singer. Gw pun juga mengidolakan film Harry Potter. Dan ngefansss banget sama Daniel Radcliffe. Gw memimpikan gw ketemu sama Daniel dan Kelly, dan gw berandai-andai kalo suatu hari gw bisa ketemu mereka. Kalau gw ketemu mereka kan gw gak mungkin kayak orang bisu; gak ngomong apa-apa cuma bisa amazed dan memuji-muji pakai bahasa indonesia dalam hati, sakit hati deh, haha. Makadari itu, gw decide untuk belajar bahasa inggris, karna bermula dari imajinasi gw bertemu mereka dan gw harus ngomong ke mereka, automatically, menggunakan bahasa inggris. So, dari situ deh gw belajar bahasa inggris.
Gak nyangka ternyata bahasa inggris itu bahasa universal. Baru tahu gue, hahaha. Gw thankful banget deh. Gw sekarang sudah, yeah, lumayan fasih berbicara bahasa inggris. Karna benar-benar menguntungkan banget loh bisa belajar bahasa inggris. Loe bener-bener bisa berkoneksi dengan seluruh belahan dunia hanya menggunakan satu bahasa, isn’t it cool?
Nah, itulah sekilas cerita gue mengenai perjalanan belajar bahasa inggris gw.
Kalo tadi gw udah cerita paaaanjang lebar, sekarang saatnya untuk berbagi pengalaman belajar gw. Karna banyak banget nih yang udah bertanya-tanya sama gue, gimana gw bisa belajar bahasa inggris secara otodidak and gw menggunakan cara gw sendiri!
Cekidot on my next post, ok?

here we go again

okayy, i know that it's been so long for me not to update this blog anymore. so, lately i have been busy with my new blog, it's on tumblr. i dunno why it's addicting somehow. alright,,,
i was thinking about removing this blog before but i kinda thought twice and on second thought i decided i would not ever. i will keep this as my blog but there will be a difference. so, im gonna make this blog, i mean, im just gonna speak bahasa indonesia here. because, i realize that not so many people can speak english, so it's pretty useless speakin english if no one could understand. right?
on tumblr, i haver gotten like yahhh just some followers at least, more than oneeee. on here, i just got one and only... ; (
so, ya know what, that's a lil depressing me. it's just like,, yeahh you write stuffs here, posted pics or videos buttt, no one would even read or get updated.. ohkaiii...
so this is gonna be short because, maybe i'll be redoing this but not very sure, eh..
well,,,,
next post will be in indonesian so, hey there, indonesiansss tahhaaaa!

formspring.me

What's your biggest phobia?

reptiles

Let the question fall

formspring.me

how did you start knowing everything about sitemodeling stuff?

when I met a fake of Lauren Cyrus and she told me that Lauren was a sitemodel so then I tried to google it

your heights/weights?

5'4" and 48 kg

is there something that keeps bothering you everyday?

yea some things, like waiting for example

have you ever dated caucasian guy through myspace or sites on internet?

not really dating him, we were like very close but not dating

what have you been doing to make your dreams come true?

believing in myself and never giving up

what are your siblings name?

Adinda (only have one)

are you high?

???

can i add your facebook?

www.facebook.com/kathleenlovearchie

do you have haters? if yes, do you know one of em? and who?

I guess, um, it seems that Regina Bieber is one and the rest, not sure :/

what do you think of lauren cyrus?

she is freakin awesomeeeee <3

where do you usually buy most of your clothes?

my aunt's boutique lmao

how many pics of yourself on your folder?

idk ;/

what's your desktop background on your computer?

david archie

are you rich?

not really

what's your first name?

why would I tell you

do you think you are fashionable?

nope

wow it's cool that you have MAC/ANNA SUI make-up stuff. it's sorta expensive anyway! did you buy it at senayan city?

yea my mom bought em for me, um no, I didn't always buy them there

Let the question fall

formspring.me

um i hate you.

thanks for you honesty

what's your native language?

indonesia

favorite mall?

senayan city and lippo

current fave song?

paramore - brick by boring brick

what would you do if you became as famous as miley cyrus?

would always be myself

do you have any forever 21 stuff? like clothes or something?

nope I said that I bought some for my aunt :(

do you have your own make-up stuff? and what kind of make-up do you use?

yea.. uhmm mostly mascaras and some lipgloss but I have some eye make up stuffs

have you ever get kissed by a special boy?

lol :)

favorite subjects?

art and english :)

hey kath! well i like your name a lot! it's beautiful. (: what's your full name btw?

Kathleen Nainggolan

ever been to a concert?

yepp yep :)

why do you wanna live in u.s?

because it's, Idk, but exciting, so much exciting I guess :)

any celebrity crush?

yeaaa DAVID JAMES ARCHULETA! of course!

how would you describe a perfect life?

never be sad and tears are only for worth happiness :)

do you have gay friends?

I used to but now that he's left

lol. you ask questions to yourself

sometimes but I always include my profile, thats stupid right? lmfao

Let the question fall

formspring.me

what kind of phone do you have?

well, it's nokia

what current city do you live in?

jakarta

what do you think of having sex before marriage?

just so weird idk but havin sex can wait while we know it why would you have sex before marriage?

how much money do you earn everyday?

0 i dont work yet

do you have any original branded stuff?

yuppp such like rip curl

have you ever heard of juicy couture?

a store

do you have any siblings?

yep

who do mean a lot to you?

friends

what's your biggest dream that you haven't reached it yet?

livin in usa

do you like korean guys?

yeahh kim bum

what's your fave store & perfume?

schitzo and planet surf are great uhmm perfume??? lovely by sj parker

have you ever been to forever 21 and bought something?

yeaaa but it was for a gift for my aunts bday

Let the question fall

HOPES AND DREAMS

I came here telling y’all things that have been goin’ on in my life, so…
January was a bit slow and I don’t know why I felt so. But it was I guess, the greatest month ever.
Why?
Many things incredibly happened to me. Such wonderful things that I’ll neva forget.
Winning a prize, breaking a truth, umh, getting suckers done, reaching a target on time and, so many else hahaha.
Gosh,
and, started from late Jan, I’d start beginning to be a God’s worshipper in my church.
Hey, I was a little kid, shy, introvert, ya know this was amazing.
I began the beginning of two thousand and ten with full of dreams, hopes, creations, works, reachings, and success. They were all happiness I could get after trying so hard last year, then I was earning them day to day.
Guys,
my message for you’s,
don’t stop dreaming, let’s hope, do believe you can make your dreams realities. Pray to Him, follow your heart. Go taste the wild, if it makes you to struggle then work hard. Pick every risk, go ahead. Life’s complicated and that’s a challenge. Win it!. Someday you’ll wake up, and get your eyes up on those old dreams you dreamt in hopes which now are coming true.


Because that’s what I’ve been doing.


Never give up because giving up only leaves you a big regret than a regret from a failure.

XOXO

I WANT AN iMac!!!

what's been going on?

hey, what's upppp people?
yeaahhh, ater like 3 weeks long missing, now I'm back with new and fresh stories hahaha.
yeah, 'course, in these uhm intense weeks, I have gotten like different experiences, fersure but, different means that these are experiences are things that i have never expected to happen. but they happened and i was so happy because of that.
okay, this is gonna be long so, maybe I will tell you in parts. I mean, not in this whole blog update but in another blog instead.

so, first...
I wanna share to you about my 2010 beginning.
okay, I'm so happy that finally 2010 opened the gate for my dreams to live in u.s. okay, I have told by my friends about the program which allows you to study in u.s and other countrys. but ok, i choose u.s er suree lol. I've been so excited about this. oh come on, ho could i not?.
awrighttt..
and, then, after holding still on to this dream for like, 4 years :), in this year, 2010, I have the way to reach it. ha! amazing. wonderful. ohhhh...!
and I wanna tell you if I was dreaming to go to USA and still is, I thought it ws impossible to reach that dream. I did not have so much money, I haven't gone abroad because yeah I'm not so rich for real, fine. but, Jesus loves me and o he shows me the way to it. Because I've been believing. yea, first is believe. believe that nothing is impossible if you wanna work hard for it and believe (again) in yourselves that you can get em, no matter how your conditions now are, no matter what people say about you and your dreams,just believe and ask him. he will never leave us alone and He'll help you to. so, then, when you ask him just once then he will hear and remember. you might ask like this, "then, if He actually hears me, why is it so long to get those dreams realities?
someone told me that you don't have ask him for many times only once, because he hears you and then okay back to your question,
based on my theory, maybe it's because he wants to see just how we really want those dreams to be true. he wants us to try first.

okay then, I am just so ready to get em all in my hands :)

and you, your turn is next :)